Tired
If I wanted to keep this brief, that's all I would have to say, I'm tired. But this is my blog where I can vent all my innermost frustration so this won't be short.
I've been pulling 17hour days all week; getting up at 5:30-6am (yes, there's a 5:30 in the morning now too), and I don't get to sleep until well past midnight. I really shouldn't complain since I am doing this to myself, but again, what's a blog without complaints. I could have cut a good hour or two out of this hectic schedule, but I did not want to break up my gym routine. After four months, I've finally begun to see results and I don't want to disturb the process. That and I need to be pretty physically fit for this play I'm in. I have this choreographed dance scene that takes alot out of you. Especially since I'm not a dancer. It's also a good thing that I'm only at the beginning of the play because it gives the chance to catch a nap after I'm done my bit.
I just need to get through today and everything will be fine. No more rehearsals from 6pm to 11pm, and I get to sleep in on Saturday. Although I don't know if that's going to happen since I've been itching to keep playing WoW (that's World of Warcraft for you non-geeks) ever since I downloaded the Beta test. I just haven't had the time.
With all these choreography sessions I've had, it makes me want to take up dance lessons. The choreographer also teaches ballet so I'm thinking I might sign up for her January sessions.
Oh, and yesterday was the day they announced the finalist for the Virginie contest. I didn't make it. I don't really mind though because I know I had a great audition and I had a lot of fun doing it, but it still sucks just a little...
Moving on
My eyes are really starting to hurt from all the time I've been spending at a computer. I love my super flexible job with a boss who understands my acting career, but I think being this tired is just causing a lot of strain to my vision. I hope none of this is permanent. I'd hate to have to change my contact prescription again... especially without insurance.
I've also been pretty frustrated with this whole getting an agent thing. I see all these people on certain Ottawa agents' rosters with less experience and training then me and it pisses me off. I know, I know, you have to keep persevering, but I just hate how so much depends on luck. My lucks never been very good.
Ok, I think that's enough venting for now. I'll write more later.
I've been pulling 17hour days all week; getting up at 5:30-6am (yes, there's a 5:30 in the morning now too), and I don't get to sleep until well past midnight. I really shouldn't complain since I am doing this to myself, but again, what's a blog without complaints. I could have cut a good hour or two out of this hectic schedule, but I did not want to break up my gym routine. After four months, I've finally begun to see results and I don't want to disturb the process. That and I need to be pretty physically fit for this play I'm in. I have this choreographed dance scene that takes alot out of you. Especially since I'm not a dancer. It's also a good thing that I'm only at the beginning of the play because it gives the chance to catch a nap after I'm done my bit.
I just need to get through today and everything will be fine. No more rehearsals from 6pm to 11pm, and I get to sleep in on Saturday. Although I don't know if that's going to happen since I've been itching to keep playing WoW (that's World of Warcraft for you non-geeks) ever since I downloaded the Beta test. I just haven't had the time.
With all these choreography sessions I've had, it makes me want to take up dance lessons. The choreographer also teaches ballet so I'm thinking I might sign up for her January sessions.
Oh, and yesterday was the day they announced the finalist for the Virginie contest. I didn't make it. I don't really mind though because I know I had a great audition and I had a lot of fun doing it, but it still sucks just a little...
Moving on
My eyes are really starting to hurt from all the time I've been spending at a computer. I love my super flexible job with a boss who understands my acting career, but I think being this tired is just causing a lot of strain to my vision. I hope none of this is permanent. I'd hate to have to change my contact prescription again... especially without insurance.
I've also been pretty frustrated with this whole getting an agent thing. I see all these people on certain Ottawa agents' rosters with less experience and training then me and it pisses me off. I know, I know, you have to keep persevering, but I just hate how so much depends on luck. My lucks never been very good.
Ok, I think that's enough venting for now. I'll write more later.
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