Well, I thought I was done

Contrary to my statement in my last post, it turns out my class isn't officially done after all. Well, at least not for me. My scene partner and I have been included in the final presentation taking place this Saturday.

I was shocked.

The presentations were intended for the more advanced evening class and I think we may be the only group from the afternoon participating (another pair was also asked to participated, but one of the partners can't make it on Saturday). Since all the scenes from my session were good, I was surprised to see ours chosen.

I'm scared. It feels like everyone is having this great time swimming in the pool and I'm just standing on the side, dipping my little toe in, wondering why I'm not having as much fun as everyone else. And no one is around to push me into the pool.

It's time to jump and trust that I'm not going to drown.

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And in addition to my last post, tonight I received two time-outs from my peers at the bar for speaking poorly of myself. I had to take 5 to 10 minutes where I would not talk and simply think about the ridiculous statements I just made.

I highly encourage anyone who catches me doing such a thing to give me a time-out until I learn to stop.